Survival to Creation The Meditation Retreat Experience Renata Papp Renata Papp is certified in neurology and is a licensed esthetician who also works as a model, writer and transformation coach , a ll of which is shared on her Instagram and popular YouTube channel . Based in Budapest, Hungary, she shared with Modern Occultist her experiences at an intensive manifestation retreat and the lessons learned... (Affiliate disclosure: Some links on this blog may earn us a small commission at no cost to you. Every bit helps keep the lantern lit.) If you had asked my teenage self whether I believed in manifestation, nervous system regulation, or the idea that thoughts could heal the body, I would have looked at you in confusion—or fear. My early life was not shaped by empowerment or emotional literacy, but by survival. From a very young age, I struggled with depersonalization and derealization (DPDR), panic attacks, and obsessive-compulsive–like behaviors. At the time, no...